I usually am pretty good at that little things go especially with other people. Today I misplaced my sunglasses and fortunately found them around 4PM, blending into the side black carpet of my car, the black case just blended. I had been looking all day on and off since this morning. I am very light sensitive and where my sunglasses a lot, sometimes even indoors for a soothing effect on my eyes. I was able to go out and take care of my schedule with just my regular glasses even though it was very sunny. I was pleasantly surprised. What I did notice was that my self talk from the morning until i found the sunglasses in the afternoon was horrendous. I would never speak to anyone the way my mind was badgering me for being a buffoon. It was relentless. I am so continuously hard on myself. My goal is to work diligently to figure out the roots of this behavior that is mean. I am not a mean person so I find it so perplexing. I will get to the bottom of this annoying behavior. I wish everyone peaceful and joyful holidays.
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4 responses to “Sometimes I get caught up on the little things even if I don’t want to”
I too am my own worse critic! Today, I got lost while driving in an unfamiliar area. I said some pretty mean things to myself. PS, I was less than 3 miles from home!
thank you for your comment yesterday-you made my day along with the other lovely comment after me fortunately finding my sunglasses. I am sorry to see this whole things ending and I am sorry that I did not get to read and comment on more slicers.
Why is it so easy to be hard on ourselves? I’m glad you found your sunglasses. I avoid getting black or brown phone cases so they don’t blend into the table tops and couches at home. I need everything to be neon green these days.
thank you for your comment-you made my day along with finding my sunglasses and one other lovely comment. I am sorry to see this writing project end and I am sorry that I did not get to read and comment enough.